{"id":544,"date":"2011-07-13T06:46:50","date_gmt":"2011-07-13T06:46:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/markus-schall.de\/?p=544"},"modified":"2026-03-17T15:37:31","modified_gmt":"2026-03-17T15:37:31","slug":"erkekce-cesurdum-oezguerduem-ve-uzun-sacliydim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2011\/07\/erkekce-cesurdum-oezguerduem-ve-uzun-sacliydim\/","title":{"rendered":"\"Erkeksiydim, cesurdum, \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131.\""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-548\" title=\"male_move\" src=\"https:\/\/markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/maennlich_verwegen1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"160\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/maennlich_verwegen1.jpg 160w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/maennlich_verwegen1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/maennlich_verwegen1-12x12.jpg 12w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\" \/>Kar\u0131m beni tan\u0131maya ba\u015flad\u0131, tam tersi de\u011fil. Kelimenin tam anlam\u0131yla beni takip etti. Nereye gidersem gideyim, o zaten oradayd\u0131. Bu 12 y\u0131l \u00f6nceydi. O zamanlar s\u0131k\u0131 bir motosiklet\u00e7iydim, sadece siyah sweatshirtler, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f kotlar ve motorcu botlar\u0131 giyiyordum ve uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131. Elbette \u00f6zel g\u00fcnler i\u00e7in de bir k\u0131yafetim vard\u0131. O zaman siyah bir sweatshirt, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f kot pantolon ve beyaz spor ayakkab\u0131 giyerdim. Ev i\u015fleri m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funca ka\u00e7\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckt\u00fc. Ama kendimi ve hayat\u0131m\u0131 seviyordum. Beni bu \u015fekilde tan\u0131d\u0131. \"Sen benim hayalimdeki erkeksin. \u00c7ok erkeksi, \u00e7ok cesur ve \u00e7ok \u00f6zg\u00fcrs\u00fcn.\"<!--more--><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n\n\t\t\t<div class=\"display-post-types\">\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#dpt-wrapper-545 { --dpt-text-align: left;--dpt-image-crop: center;--dpt-border-radius: 5px;--dpt-h-gutter: 10px;--dpt-v-gutter: 9px; }\t\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">#dpt-wrapper-545 { --dpt-title-font-style:normal;--dpt-title-font-weight:600;--dpt-title-line-height:1.5;--dpt-title-text-decoration:none;--dpt-title-text-transform:none;--dpt-excerpt-font-style:normal;--dpt-excerpt-font-weight:400;--dpt-excerpt-line-height:1.5;--dpt-excerpt-text-decoration:none;--dpt-excerpt-text-transform:none;--dpt-meta1-font-style:normal;--dpt-meta1-font-weight:400;--dpt-meta1-line-height:1.9;--dpt-meta1-text-decoration:none;--dpt-meta1-text-transform:none;--dpt-meta2-font-style:normal;--dpt-meta2-font-weight:400;--dpt-meta2-line-height:1.9;--dpt-meta2-text-decoration:none;--dpt-meta2-text-transform:none; }<\/style><div class=\"dpt-main-header\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-main-title\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"dpt-main-title-text\">G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn sosyal sorunlar\u0131<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<div id=\"dpt-wrapper-545\" class=\"dpt-wrapper dpt-mag1 land1 dpt-cropped dpt-flex-wrap\" >\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"dauerkrise als normalzustand: wie narrative unsere wahrnehmung verzerren\" data-id=\"3840\"  data-category=\"allgemein b\u00fccher gesellschaft\" data-post_tag=\"buch deutschland energiepolitik erfahrungen europa krisen meinungsfreiheit pers\u00f6nlichkeitsentwicklung\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/12\/normal-bi%cc%87r-durum-olarak-kalici-kri%cc%87z-anlatilar-algimizi-nasil-carpitiyor\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Normal bir durum olarak s\u00fcrekli kriz: Anlat\u0131lar alg\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00e7arp\u0131t\u0131yor?<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Kal\u0131c\u0131 kriz, anlat\u0131lar\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/dauerkrise-narrative.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/dauerkrise-narrative.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/dauerkrise-narrative-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/dauerkrise-narrative-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/dauerkrise-narrative-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/12\/normal-bi%cc%87r-durum-olarak-kalici-kri%cc%87z-anlatilar-algimizi-nasil-carpitiyor\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Normal bir durum olarak s\u00fcrekli kriz: Anlat\u0131lar alg\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00e7arp\u0131t\u0131yor?<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"die stille gefahr von wearables: wenn bequemlichkeit zur \u00dcberwachung wird\" data-id=\"3560\"  data-category=\"allgemein apple iphone &amp; ipad gesellschaft gesundheit hardware\" data-post_tag=\"apple datenschutz gesundheit ratgeber\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/11\/rahatlik-goezeti%cc%87me-doenuestueguende-gi%cc%87yi%cc%87lebi%cc%87li%cc%87r-teknoloji%cc%87leri%cc%87n-sessi%cc%87z-tehli%cc%87kesi%cc%87\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Giyilebilir cihazlar\u0131n sessiz tehlikesi: kolayl\u0131k g\u00f6zetime d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Giyilebilir cihazlar, ak\u0131ll\u0131 saat, kulak i\u00e7i kulakl\u0131klar\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/wearables-smartwatch-daten.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/wearables-smartwatch-daten.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/wearables-smartwatch-daten-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/wearables-smartwatch-daten-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/wearables-smartwatch-daten-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/11\/rahatlik-goezeti%cc%87me-doenuestueguende-gi%cc%87yi%cc%87lebi%cc%87li%cc%87r-teknoloji%cc%87leri%cc%87n-sessi%cc%87z-tehli%cc%87kesi%cc%87\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Giyilebilir cihazlar\u0131n sessiz tehlikesi: kolayl\u0131k g\u00f6zetime d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"hohe energiepreise in deutschland verstehen: gas, strom und benzin einfach erkl\u00e4rt\" data-id=\"4103\"  data-category=\"allgemein gesellschaft tipps &amp; anleitungen\" data-post_tag=\"deutschland energiepolitik eu-gesetze europa krisen ratgeber\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/12\/almanyadaki%cc%87-yueksek-enerji%cc%87-fi%cc%87yatlarini-anlamak-gaz-elektri%cc%87k-ve-benzi%cc%87n-basi%cc%87tce-aciklandi\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Almanya'daki y\u00fcksek enerji fiyatlar\u0131n\u0131 anlamak: Gaz, elektrik ve benzin basit\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131klan\u0131yor<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Almanya&#039;da enerji fiyatlar\u0131\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/energiepreise-deutschland.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/energiepreise-deutschland.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/energiepreise-deutschland-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/energiepreise-deutschland-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/energiepreise-deutschland-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/12\/almanyadaki%cc%87-yueksek-enerji%cc%87-fi%cc%87yatlarini-anlamak-gaz-elektri%cc%87k-ve-benzi%cc%87n-basi%cc%87tce-aciklandi\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Almanya'daki y\u00fcksek enerji fiyatlar\u0131n\u0131 anlamak: Gaz, elektrik ve benzin basit\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131klan\u0131yor<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"nord stream sprengung: sabotage, machtpolitik und die unbequemen offenen fragen\" data-id=\"4441\"  data-category=\"allgemein gesellschaft\" data-post_tag=\"deutschland energiepolitik europa geopolitik krisen meinungsfreiheit sicherheitspolitik spieltheorie\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/kuzey-akim-patlatma-sabotaj-guec-poli%cc%87ti%cc%87kasi-ve-rahatsiz-edi%cc%87ci%cc%87-acik-sorular\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Kuzey Ak\u0131m'\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131: sabotaj, g\u00fc\u00e7 politikalar\u0131 ve cevaplanmam\u0131\u015f rahats\u0131z edici sorular<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Kuzey Ak\u0131m patlatma\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/nordstream-sprengung.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/nordstream-sprengung.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/nordstream-sprengung-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/nordstream-sprengung-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/nordstream-sprengung-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/kuzey-akim-patlatma-sabotaj-guec-poli%cc%87ti%cc%87kasi-ve-rahatsiz-edi%cc%87ci%cc%87-acik-sorular\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Kuzey Ak\u0131m'\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131: sabotaj, g\u00fc\u00e7 politikalar\u0131 ve cevaplanmam\u0131\u015f rahats\u0131z edici sorular<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\n<hr \/>\n<p>Evlenmeye karar verdi\u011fimizde \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede sona erdi.<\/p>\n<p>Neden olmas\u0131n, cesurca erkeksiydim, neredeyse \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama sadece d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne kadar. K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce \u015f\u00f6yle dedi\u011fini duydum: \"En az\u0131ndan kuaf\u00f6re gidebilirsin, ne de olsa ailem d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne geliyor.\" Saatler, hay\u0131r, g\u00fcnler sonra ve bitmek bilmeyen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ard\u0131ndan pes ettim ve modaya uygun k\u0131sa bir sa\u00e7 modeli yapt\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ne de olsa onu seviyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ve ne olursa olsun, erkeksiydim, cesurdum, neredeyse \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekti. Ve \u00e7ok tatl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\"Tatl\u0131m, seni oldu\u011fun gibi seviyorum,\" diye nefes ald\u0131. Hayat ba\u015flarda biraz so\u011fuk olsa da g\u00fczeldi. Haftalar s\u00fcren huzurlu birliktelik, bir g\u00fcn e\u015fim kolunun alt\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00e7antayla kar\u015f\u0131ma dikilene kadar devam etti. Bir g\u00f6mlek, bir pollunder (bu kelime t\u00fcylerimi diken diken ediyor) ve yeni bir pantolon \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve \u015f\u00f6yle dedi: \"L\u00fctfen bunlar\u0131 deneyin.\" G\u00fcnler, haftalar, hay\u0131r, aylar ve bitmek bilmeyen ka\u011f\u0131t mendillerden sonra pes ettim ve g\u00f6mlekleri, pollunderlar\u0131 (\u00c4rrrgh) ve pantolonlar\u0131 giydim. Bunu siyah ayakkab\u0131lar, ceketler, kravatlar ve tasar\u0131mc\u0131 paltolar\u0131 izledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ben erkeksi, cesur, \u00f6l\u00fc \u015f\u0131kt\u0131m ve bu benim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra en b\u00fcy\u00fck sava\u015f geldi. Motosiklet i\u00e7in sava\u015f. Ancak \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcrmedi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u00fcrekli k\u0131st\u0131ran ve c\u0131mb\u0131zlayan siyah bir tak\u0131m elbise i\u00e7inde d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015fmek pek iyi de\u011fil. Dahas\u0131, rugan ayakkab\u0131lar da s\u0131k\u0131yor, bu da beni y\u0131prat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ne olursa olsun, erkeksiydim, burjuvayd\u0131m, neredeyse \u00f6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcm, bir stey\u015f\u0131n araba kullan\u0131yordum ve kafam\u0131 \u00e7ekiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar boyunca pek \u00e7ok sava\u015f verdim ve hepsini g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde kaybettim. Bula\u015f\u0131k y\u0131kad\u0131m, \u00fct\u00fc yapt\u0131m, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f yapt\u0131m, Alman pop \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ezbere \u00f6\u011frendim, g\u00fczel k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015farap i\u00e7tim ve Pazar g\u00fcnleri y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ne olacak ki, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, p\u0131s\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n tekiydim, kapana k\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ******* hissediyordum ve ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fczel bir g\u00fcn, kar\u0131m bavullar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde kar\u015f\u0131ma dikildi ve \"Seni terk ediyorum\" dedi. Tamamen \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f bir halde ona nedenini sordum. \"Seni art\u0131k sevmiyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok de\u011fi\u015ftin. Art\u0131k bir zamanlar tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m adam de\u011filsin.\"<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7enlerde onunla tekrar kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. \"Yeni adam\u0131\" uzun sa\u00e7l\u0131, y\u0131rt\u0131k kotlu ve d\u00f6vmeli bir motorcuydu ve bana ac\u0131yarak bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>San\u0131r\u0131m ona bir \u015fapka g\u00f6nderece\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Yazar bilinmiyor<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n\n\t\t\t<div class=\"display-post-types\">\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">\n\t\t\t#dpt-wrapper-546 { --dpt-text-align: left;--dpt-image-crop: center;--dpt-border-radius: 5px;--dpt-h-gutter: 10px;--dpt-v-gutter: 9px; }\t\t\t<\/style>\n\t\t\t<style type=\"text\/css\">#dpt-wrapper-546 { --dpt-title-font-style:normal;--dpt-title-font-weight:600;--dpt-title-line-height:1.5;--dpt-title-text-decoration:none;--dpt-title-text-transform:none;--dpt-excerpt-font-style:normal;--dpt-excerpt-font-weight:400;--dpt-excerpt-line-height:1.5;--dpt-excerpt-text-decoration:none;--dpt-excerpt-text-transform:none;--dpt-meta1-font-style:normal;--dpt-meta1-font-weight:400;--dpt-meta1-line-height:1.9;--dpt-meta1-text-decoration:none;--dpt-meta1-text-transform:none;--dpt-meta2-font-style:normal;--dpt-meta2-font-weight:400;--dpt-meta2-line-height:1.9;--dpt-meta2-text-decoration:none;--dpt-meta2-text-transform:none; }<\/style><div class=\"dpt-main-header\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-main-title\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"dpt-main-title-text\">Sanat ve k\u00fclt\u00fcr \u00fczerine g\u00fcncel makaleler<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<div id=\"dpt-wrapper-546\" class=\"dpt-wrapper dpt-mag1 land1 dpt-cropped dpt-flex-wrap\" >\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"beruf, weltbild, zukunft: entscheidungen im schatten des umbruchs\" data-id=\"3197\"  data-category=\"allgemein gesellschaft kunst &amp; kultur tipps &amp; anleitungen\" data-post_tag=\"erfahrungen krisen pers\u00f6nlichkeitsentwicklung ratgeber\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/10\/kari%cc%87yer-duenya-goeruesue-calkantilarin-goelgesi%cc%87nde-gelecege-yoeneli%cc%87k-kararlar\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Kariyer, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, gelecek: de\u011fi\u015fimin g\u00f6lgesinde kararlar<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Karga\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde al\u0131nan kararlar\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Entscheidungen-im-Schatten-Umbruch.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Entscheidungen-im-Schatten-Umbruch.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Entscheidungen-im-Schatten-Umbruch-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Entscheidungen-im-Schatten-Umbruch-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Entscheidungen-im-Schatten-Umbruch-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2025\/10\/kari%cc%87yer-duenya-goeruesue-calkantilarin-goelgesi%cc%87nde-gelecege-yoeneli%cc%87k-kararlar\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Kariyer, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, gelecek: de\u011fi\u015fimin g\u00f6lgesinde kararlar<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"vicco von b\u00fclow alias loriot &#8211; 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kultur\" data-post_tag=\"denkmodelle energiepolitik europa geopolitik krisen meinungsfreiheit pers\u00f6nlichkeitsentwicklung sicherheitspolitik spieltheorie\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/propaganda-tari%cc%87hi%cc%87-yoentemleri%cc%87-modern-formlar-ve-bunlarin-nasil-taninacagi\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Propaganda: tarihi, y\u00f6ntemleri, modern bi\u00e7imleri ve bunlar\u0131n nas\u0131l tan\u0131naca\u011f\u0131<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Propaganda nedir?\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Propaganda-titel.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Propaganda-titel.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Propaganda-titel-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Propaganda-titel-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Propaganda-titel-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/propaganda-tari%cc%87hi%cc%87-yoentemleri%cc%87-modern-formlar-ve-bunlarin-nasil-taninacagi\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Propaganda: tarihi, y\u00f6ntemleri, modern bi\u00e7imleri ve bunlar\u0131n nas\u0131l tan\u0131naca\u011f\u0131<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry has-thumbnail\" data-title=\"dieter hallervorden &#8211; mehr als didi: portr\u00e4t eines unbequemen freigeists\" data-id=\"4347\"  data-category=\"gesellschaft kunst &amp; kultur stories &amp; humor\" data-post_tag=\"erfahrungen meinungsfreiheit musik portrait\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dpt-entry-wrapper\"><div class=\"dpt-featured-content\"><div class=\"dpt-permalink\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/dieter-hallervorden-more-than-didi-rahatsiz-bi%cc%87r-oezguer-ruhun-portresi%cc%87\/\" class=\"dpt-permalink\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Dieter Hallervorden - Didi'den Daha Fazlas\u0131: Rahats\u0131z Bir \u00d6zg\u00fcr Ruhun Portresi<\/span><\/a><\/div><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail\"><div class=\"dpt-thumbnail-inner\"><img width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" class=\"attachment-full size-full\" alt=\"Dieter Hallervorden ve Berlin&#039;deki W\u00fchlm\u00e4use\" context=\"dpt\" data-dpt-src=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Dieter-Hallvervorden-Wuehlmaeuse.jpg\" data-dpt-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" data-dpt-srcset=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Dieter-Hallvervorden-Wuehlmaeuse.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Dieter-Hallvervorden-Wuehlmaeuse-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Dieter-Hallvervorden-Wuehlmaeuse-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/Dieter-Hallvervorden-Wuehlmaeuse-18x12.jpg 18w\" \/><\/div><span class=\"dpt-thumbnail-aspect-ratio\" style=\"padding-top: 75%\"><\/span><\/div><\/div><div class=\"sub-entry\"><h3 class=\"dpt-title\"><a class=\"dpt-title-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/dieter-hallervorden-more-than-didi-rahatsiz-bi%cc%87r-oezguer-ruhun-portresi%cc%87\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Dieter Hallervorden - Didi'den Daha Fazlas\u0131: Rahats\u0131z Bir \u00d6zg\u00fcr Ruhun Portresi<\/a><\/h3><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div><!-- .dpt-entry -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\n<hr \/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kar\u0131m beni tan\u0131maya ba\u015flad\u0131, tam tersi de\u011fil. Kelimenin tam anlam\u0131yla beni takip etti. Nereye gidersem gideyim, o zaten oradayd\u0131. Bu 12 y\u0131l \u00f6nceydi. O zamanlar s\u0131k\u0131 bir motosiklet\u00e7iydim, sadece siyah sweatshirtler, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f kotlar ve motorcu botlar\u0131 giyiyordum ve uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131. Elbette \u00f6zel g\u00fcnler i\u00e7in de bir k\u0131yafetim vard\u0131. Sonra giydim ... <a title=\"Dieter Hallervorden - Didi&#039;den Daha Fazlas\u0131: Rahats\u0131z Bir \u00d6zg\u00fcr Ruhun Portresi\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/2026\/01\/dieter-hallervorden-more-than-didi-rahatsiz-bi%cc%87r-oezguer-ruhun-portresi%cc%87\/\" aria-label=\"Dieter Hallervorden - Didi&#039;den Daha Fazlas\u0131: Rahats\u0131z Bir \u00d6zg\u00fcr Ruhun Portresi hakk\u0131nda devam\u0131n\u0131 oku\">Devam\u0131n\u0131 oku<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":3,"footnotes":""},"categories":[235],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-544","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories-humor"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/544","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=544"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/544\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5353,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/544\/revisions\/5353"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=544"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=544"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.markus-schall.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=544"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}